1 00:00:05,445 --> 00:00:07,143 Previously on The Good Doctor... 2 00:00:07,143 --> 00:00:08,796 You've always taken after your father. 3 00:00:08,796 --> 00:00:10,320 - Why is that a bad thing? - It isn't. 4 00:00:10,320 --> 00:00:12,278 He was driven, and he was brilliant. 5 00:00:12,278 --> 00:00:16,195 I wish that he had been able to ask for help. 6 00:00:16,195 --> 00:00:19,198 And insert the tube into the vacutainer. 7 00:00:19,198 --> 00:00:22,158 And you've just passed phlebotomy 101. 8 00:00:23,246 --> 00:00:25,552 Oh, God. 9 00:00:25,552 --> 00:00:27,641 Stop talking. You're distracting me. 10 00:00:27,641 --> 00:00:29,339 I wanted to impress you. It's a top journal-- 11 00:00:29,339 --> 00:00:30,427 Get out of OR! 12 00:00:31,950 --> 00:00:33,691 Charlie Lukaitis won't listen to me. 13 00:00:33,691 --> 00:00:35,475 I cannot work with her anymore. 14 00:00:35,475 --> 00:00:37,782 Apparently, she can't work with you, either. 15 00:00:37,782 --> 00:00:40,001 She filed a complaint against you. 16 00:00:40,001 --> 00:00:42,221 What's going on? - I've asked them to leave. 17 00:00:42,221 --> 00:00:43,483 He's a Jew, too. 18 00:00:43,483 --> 00:00:46,617 A gay one, in fact. And I'm calling the cops. 19 00:00:48,096 --> 00:00:50,838 - Are you okay? - Yeah. Now go get engaged. 20 00:01:13,687 --> 00:01:14,819 Are you okay? 21 00:01:16,255 --> 00:01:17,213 Yes. 22 00:01:18,736 --> 00:01:19,954 I am meeting with HR 23 00:01:19,954 --> 00:01:21,782 to discuss Charlie's complaint this afternoon. 24 00:01:25,525 --> 00:01:26,526 Okay. 25 00:01:27,353 --> 00:01:28,833 It's just been three days 26 00:01:28,833 --> 00:01:30,443 and you've barely mentioned Asher. 27 00:01:31,923 --> 00:01:33,794 I've read that grief reactions are delayed 28 00:01:33,794 --> 00:01:36,057 in people with autism. 29 00:01:36,057 --> 00:01:39,887 When a loss finally hits, it can be really intense, 30 00:01:39,887 --> 00:01:42,107 sometimes even overwhelming. 31 00:01:43,543 --> 00:01:46,546 If that happens, find me anytime. 32 00:01:49,593 --> 00:01:51,072 Okay. 33 00:02:13,617 --> 00:02:16,924 Asher and I came from different worlds. 34 00:02:18,099 --> 00:02:20,841 I am a devout Christian from Oakland, 35 00:02:20,841 --> 00:02:25,803 and he was an Orthodox Jew turned atheist from Brooklyn. 36 00:02:27,021 --> 00:02:29,459 But when we met at St. Bons, 37 00:02:30,851 --> 00:02:33,550 he became my closest friend. 38 00:02:36,117 --> 00:02:38,032 Asher had a way of making you feel like 39 00:02:38,032 --> 00:02:41,035 he saw the best version of you, 40 00:02:41,035 --> 00:02:43,081 but he still loved you at your worst. 41 00:02:46,084 --> 00:02:48,478 He was also one of the most courageous people I knew. 42 00:02:50,131 --> 00:02:52,438 Brave enough to leave behind the people he loved 43 00:02:54,005 --> 00:02:55,833 to be the person he knew he was inside. 44 00:02:57,617 --> 00:03:00,664 He was stubborn and opinionated, 45 00:03:00,664 --> 00:03:04,755 had a strange affinity for grandpa sweaters, 46 00:03:04,755 --> 00:03:07,888 made a crazy-good margarita, 47 00:03:07,888 --> 00:03:12,328 and he was just so, so much fun. 48 00:03:18,377 --> 00:03:19,465 I've made breakfast. 49 00:03:19,465 --> 00:03:20,858 I'm not hungry. 50 00:03:21,989 --> 00:03:23,687 You're barely eating. 51 00:03:23,687 --> 00:03:26,429 I know. I'm exhausted. I couldn't sleep last night. 52 00:03:26,429 --> 00:03:27,821 I know. 53 00:03:27,821 --> 00:03:29,954 I've heard you up every night since... 54 00:03:32,260 --> 00:03:34,262 Isn't your friend's funeral today? 55 00:03:34,262 --> 00:03:36,787 Yeah. I-I think I'm coming down with something. 56 00:03:36,787 --> 00:03:38,266 I'm gonna do a swab at work. 57 00:03:40,225 --> 00:03:42,227 I don't think you're sick. 58 00:03:42,227 --> 00:03:44,316 You should talk to a therapist. 59 00:03:44,316 --> 00:03:45,578 I just need sleep. 60 00:03:48,364 --> 00:03:51,236 I have to tell you something about your father. 61 00:03:51,236 --> 00:03:53,543 And I should have told you this years ago, 62 00:03:53,543 --> 00:03:54,718 but I promised him that I-- 63 00:03:54,718 --> 00:03:56,850 Mom, I cannot do this right now. 64 00:03:56,850 --> 00:03:58,374 - You idolized him, 65 00:03:58,374 --> 00:04:01,464 and he never wanted you to see him vulnerable. 66 00:04:01,464 --> 00:04:04,641 You won't listen to me, but you will answer a text? 67 00:04:04,641 --> 00:04:06,164 Well, it could be work. 68 00:04:06,164 --> 00:04:08,514 - Honey, your father-- - Ma, I gotta go. 69 00:04:13,911 --> 00:04:16,827 He was one of the most considerate people I knew 70 00:04:16,827 --> 00:04:18,306 and a damn good doctor. 71 00:04:19,656 --> 00:04:21,440 He knew what the patient wanted, 72 00:04:21,440 --> 00:04:22,963 so he fought for it. 73 00:04:22,963 --> 00:04:24,965 He made it happen. 74 00:04:24,965 --> 00:04:27,141 But that was Asher... 75 00:04:27,141 --> 00:04:29,230 standing up for his beliefs. 76 00:04:30,841 --> 00:04:32,364 Even if it cost him his family, 77 00:04:33,800 --> 00:04:35,976 even if it got him in trouble, 78 00:04:35,976 --> 00:04:39,153 Asher always did what he thought was right. 79 00:04:42,766 --> 00:04:44,289 And now he's gone... 80 00:04:56,823 --> 00:05:01,175 ...because of a couple of ignorant, hateful monsters. 81 00:05:03,613 --> 00:05:06,050 They knew one thing about Asher. 82 00:05:06,050 --> 00:05:07,181 One thing. 83 00:05:07,181 --> 00:05:08,618 And they killed him for it. 84 00:05:08,618 --> 00:05:11,925 Left him lying there bleeding on the pavement. 85 00:05:11,925 --> 00:05:14,145 And those animals, they get to live. 86 00:05:14,928 --> 00:05:16,103 And now he's dead. 87 00:05:16,103 --> 00:05:17,844 And I hate them. 88 00:05:19,542 --> 00:05:22,022 I hate them for taking my friend. 89 00:05:29,421 --> 00:05:32,119 Have to go. We all do. 90 00:05:34,382 --> 00:05:35,862 Excuse me. 91 00:05:44,305 --> 00:05:47,352 A guy drove his car through a crowd at San Jose SpringFest. 92 00:05:47,352 --> 00:05:49,136 - Accident? - Doesn't look that way. 93 00:05:49,136 --> 00:05:50,529 How badly are we outnumbered? 94 00:05:50,529 --> 00:05:52,618 Still early intel, but it looks pretty bad. 95 00:05:52,618 --> 00:05:54,185 Activate Mass Casualty Event Protocol. 96 00:05:54,185 --> 00:05:55,447 Alerts are out. ORs are up. 97 00:05:55,447 --> 00:05:57,362 - Elective patients are canceled. - Good. 98 00:05:57,362 --> 00:05:59,451 We have eight surgeons away at the Cleveland Conference. 99 00:06:00,278 --> 00:06:01,584 I need a surgeon. 100 00:06:01,584 --> 00:06:03,673 Severe head injury, hypoxia, and seizures. 101 00:06:08,460 --> 00:06:10,288 Skull fracture, brain herniation with CSF leak. 102 00:06:10,288 --> 00:06:11,507 I'll take him up. 103 00:06:11,507 --> 00:06:13,247 Call Dixon. He's the backup Team Leader. 104 00:06:13,247 --> 00:06:15,119 - He's in Cleveland, too. 105 00:06:15,119 --> 00:06:17,338 - Put Murphy in charge until I get back. - You sure? 106 00:06:17,338 --> 00:06:19,515 Today's gonna be messy, especially after losing Asher. 107 00:06:20,951 --> 00:06:22,082 You'll help him. 108 00:06:22,082 --> 00:06:23,475 Shaun won't let emotions get in the way. 109 00:06:38,969 --> 00:06:41,319 Dispatch said we're getting over 25 patients, 110 00:06:41,319 --> 00:06:43,147 many critical. First wave just arrived. 111 00:06:43,147 --> 00:06:44,365 Lim's gonna be in the OR for a while. 112 00:06:44,365 --> 00:06:46,106 SpringFest was six blocks from our house. 113 00:06:46,106 --> 00:06:47,194 You were gonna take Eden. 114 00:06:47,194 --> 00:06:48,326 I know it's horrible, 115 00:06:48,326 --> 00:06:49,370 but these things are pretty rare. 116 00:06:49,370 --> 00:06:51,198 Are they? Look at Asher. 117 00:06:52,852 --> 00:06:54,288 Are you okay? 118 00:06:54,288 --> 00:06:55,725 You seemed pretty angry at the funeral. 119 00:06:55,725 --> 00:06:56,856 Seems pretty reasonable. 120 00:06:56,856 --> 00:06:58,554 Watch your backs. 121 00:07:00,033 --> 00:07:01,513 Do you need me to slap you? 122 00:07:01,513 --> 00:07:02,775 I hope not. 123 00:07:02,775 --> 00:07:04,603 You gonna have a problem working with Dr. Murphy? 124 00:07:04,603 --> 00:07:05,604 I hope not. 125 00:07:06,518 --> 00:07:07,998 Okay. 126 00:07:07,998 --> 00:07:09,608 Doctors Park, Kalu, and Allen, 127 00:07:09,608 --> 00:07:11,436 you'll be treating Red Tag patients. 128 00:07:11,436 --> 00:07:13,438 Dr. Reznick, you're with the ER physicians on Yellow Tag patients. 129 00:07:13,438 --> 00:07:14,961 Dom, you're on Green Tags in the waiting room. 130 00:07:14,961 --> 00:07:16,267 Green Tags? 131 00:07:16,267 --> 00:07:18,008 Red Tags are urgent surgical patients. 132 00:07:18,008 --> 00:07:19,662 Yellow, urgent non-surgical. 133 00:07:19,662 --> 00:07:20,837 And Green, minor injuries. 134 00:07:20,837 --> 00:07:22,447 Minor injuries. I can do that. 135 00:07:23,448 --> 00:07:24,667 What about me? 136 00:07:24,667 --> 00:07:26,016 You're on Black Tags. 137 00:07:26,016 --> 00:07:27,626 But they're already dead. 138 00:07:27,626 --> 00:07:29,585 Yes, every Black Tag patient needs a pronouncement checklist 139 00:07:29,585 --> 00:07:31,195 completed before they can be moved to the morgue. 140 00:07:31,195 --> 00:07:33,980 Those bodies are taking up valuable space. 141 00:07:33,980 --> 00:07:35,373 It feels like you're punishing me 142 00:07:35,373 --> 00:07:36,853 for filing an HR complaint against you. 143 00:07:36,853 --> 00:07:41,205 I am not. Not working with you is an unintended benefit. 144 00:07:41,205 --> 00:07:43,555 That's not how you're gonna get her to drop the complaint. 145 00:07:43,555 --> 00:07:45,644 And you're gonna need all the help you can get today. 146 00:07:45,644 --> 00:07:47,994 Yes, and I need more surgeons. Like you. 147 00:07:47,994 --> 00:07:49,648 I'm not available. Remember? 148 00:07:49,648 --> 00:07:51,737 You have experience, and I am very short-staffed. 149 00:07:51,737 --> 00:07:53,434 You're short-staffed everywhere you look. 150 00:07:53,434 --> 00:07:54,871 Give me Yellow Tags. 151 00:07:54,871 --> 00:07:56,089 Bay six. 152 00:07:57,438 --> 00:07:58,831 I'm taking her for an Ex-lap. 153 00:07:58,831 --> 00:08:00,398 Jordan needs you. 154 00:08:00,398 --> 00:08:02,792 I've got a red tag. I need a surgeon. 155 00:08:02,792 --> 00:08:05,229 Flora, blunt abdominal trauma, 40 weeks pregnant. 156 00:08:05,229 --> 00:08:07,448 This is Ken, massive flail chest. 157 00:08:07,448 --> 00:08:09,015 I need a surgeon now. 158 00:08:09,015 --> 00:08:10,364 There are only two of us. 159 00:08:10,364 --> 00:08:12,018 Move them to adjoining bays. 160 00:08:12,018 --> 00:08:14,107 She is critically hypoxic. 161 00:08:14,107 --> 00:08:15,413 My patient's bleeding out. 162 00:08:15,413 --> 00:08:16,980 My guy's here because of him. 163 00:08:16,980 --> 00:08:19,547 Ken jumped in front of the car, saved a little girl. 164 00:08:19,547 --> 00:08:23,203 - This the driver? - Yeah. His leg's a mess. 165 00:08:23,203 --> 00:08:25,858 Femoral artery's lacerated. Tourniquet there. 166 00:08:25,858 --> 00:08:27,947 - Pressure's critically low. 167 00:08:27,947 --> 00:08:29,209 She must be bleeding into her abdomen. 168 00:08:29,209 --> 00:08:31,124 FAST ultrasound. What do you see, Dr. Allen? 169 00:08:31,124 --> 00:08:32,648 Massive cardiac contusions, 170 00:08:32,648 --> 00:08:35,128 pulmonary artery trunk tear, lung lacs... 171 00:08:35,128 --> 00:08:36,303 Okay, those are terminal injuries. 172 00:08:36,303 --> 00:08:38,044 This patient needs a cut down 173 00:08:38,044 --> 00:08:39,698 to clamp his common femoral artery. 174 00:08:39,698 --> 00:08:41,744 I can cross clamp Ken's aorta. 175 00:08:41,744 --> 00:08:44,137 That won't fix his heart. He is a Black Tag. 176 00:08:44,137 --> 00:08:45,878 He risked his life to save a kid. 177 00:08:45,878 --> 00:08:47,575 That is very heroic. He will be dead soon. 178 00:08:47,575 --> 00:08:48,881 You can still save the driver. 179 00:08:48,881 --> 00:08:50,448 We should try to do everything we can. 180 00:08:50,448 --> 00:08:51,884 You have. Move on. 181 00:08:54,321 --> 00:08:56,019 She's in cardiopulmonary failure. 182 00:08:58,978 --> 00:09:02,242 She's... dying. I can't save her, 183 00:09:02,242 --> 00:09:03,374 but I can save the baby. 184 00:09:03,374 --> 00:09:04,723 Prep trauma one for a C-section. 185 00:09:06,116 --> 00:09:08,161 Dr. Allen, the leg. Now. 186 00:09:10,381 --> 00:09:12,165 Crash cart! 187 00:09:20,870 --> 00:09:22,480 Melissa. 188 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:24,525 They're unhurt, but their dad was just brought in. 189 00:09:24,525 --> 00:09:26,179 Can you check on the status? 190 00:09:29,226 --> 00:09:30,401 I don't know where to start. 191 00:09:32,185 --> 00:09:34,057 Start with the patients on the left side of the room 192 00:09:34,057 --> 00:09:35,449 and work your way over to the right. 193 00:09:39,018 --> 00:09:41,064 Hi. I'm Dom. How can I help? 194 00:09:47,548 --> 00:09:49,420 There's a uterine rupture here. 195 00:09:49,420 --> 00:09:50,987 Fetal decels are critical. 196 00:09:55,382 --> 00:09:56,906 Baby looks good. 197 00:09:56,906 --> 00:09:58,690 Dr. Murphy, we can take it from here. 198 00:09:58,690 --> 00:10:00,692 Get a Black Tag for the mom. 199 00:10:06,480 --> 00:10:08,178 I need a thoracotomy tray. 200 00:10:08,178 --> 00:10:10,267 I might be able to save the mother, too. 201 00:10:16,882 --> 00:10:18,405 That's two more units of O neg. 202 00:10:23,584 --> 00:10:24,760 His pressure's stabilizing. 203 00:10:32,942 --> 00:10:34,552 That's the last bleeder. Bipolar. 204 00:10:34,552 --> 00:10:36,815 There's just so much vascular damage. 205 00:10:36,815 --> 00:10:38,425 I think I have good profusion. 206 00:10:42,038 --> 00:10:43,256 Let's close the dura. 207 00:10:46,782 --> 00:10:48,522 Cerebral pressure is spiking. 208 00:10:48,522 --> 00:10:49,654 His brain's herniating. 209 00:10:49,654 --> 00:10:50,742 I need to remove half his skull. 210 00:10:50,742 --> 00:10:52,265 Blood pressure dropping. 211 00:10:56,400 --> 00:10:58,663 She's minutes from anoxic brain injury. 212 00:10:58,663 --> 00:11:00,796 There. In the pulmonary trunk... 213 00:11:00,796 --> 00:11:03,015 Dr. Murphy, four more Red Tag patients just came in. 214 00:11:03,015 --> 00:11:04,016 There it is. 215 00:11:05,539 --> 00:11:07,150 Amniotic fluid entered her bloodstream. 216 00:11:07,150 --> 00:11:09,152 The clump of hair got stuck, blocked her circulation. 217 00:11:09,152 --> 00:11:12,024 Mom and baby will be fine. Yes? 218 00:11:12,024 --> 00:11:13,939 While you've been in here, four Red Tags arrived, 219 00:11:13,939 --> 00:11:16,028 two nurses need central lines, and Kalu's asking for you. 220 00:11:25,255 --> 00:11:27,344 We have incoming ambulances with multiple casualties. 221 00:11:36,396 --> 00:11:39,791 The damage to your husband's brain was too severe. 222 00:11:39,791 --> 00:11:40,966 He didn't survive. 223 00:11:42,968 --> 00:11:45,188 I'm so sorry. 224 00:11:45,188 --> 00:11:47,190 Shaun needs you to take another patient to the OR. 225 00:11:47,190 --> 00:11:48,626 - It's STAT. 226 00:11:54,588 --> 00:11:57,287 I need to relocate your ankle to restore blood flow. 227 00:11:57,287 --> 00:11:59,115 Can you hold this over your wound? 228 00:11:59,115 --> 00:12:00,768 Maybe you should call your supervisor. 229 00:12:00,768 --> 00:12:02,509 Maybe. 230 00:12:04,294 --> 00:12:05,425 - Ah! - Got it. 231 00:12:06,470 --> 00:12:07,863 A new patient just walked in. 232 00:12:07,863 --> 00:12:08,951 She can't wait. 233 00:12:11,649 --> 00:12:13,781 Pediatric alert, bay seven. 234 00:12:13,781 --> 00:12:14,957 Can you tell me what happened? 235 00:12:14,957 --> 00:12:17,133 Car came through my stand. 236 00:12:18,612 --> 00:12:20,136 Everything went flying. 237 00:12:20,136 --> 00:12:21,746 Something hit me in the eye. 238 00:12:21,746 --> 00:12:24,488 Cast-iron skillet, I think. 239 00:12:24,488 --> 00:12:25,837 Let me take a look. 240 00:12:30,929 --> 00:12:32,191 Dr. Reznick! 241 00:12:33,758 --> 00:12:35,020 I think I can save his leg 242 00:12:35,020 --> 00:12:36,369 with microvascular anastomosis. 243 00:12:36,369 --> 00:12:38,502 No, you need to amputate below the knee. 244 00:12:38,502 --> 00:12:40,634 Limb salvage is tricky, but I really think I... 245 00:12:40,634 --> 00:12:41,897 That is a six-hour surgery 246 00:12:41,897 --> 00:12:43,550 with a less than 5% chance of success. 247 00:12:43,550 --> 00:12:45,596 We could save six patients in that time. 248 00:12:46,989 --> 00:12:49,034 Okay. Clamping bone two. 249 00:12:52,995 --> 00:12:56,259 Huh. The last time I was in this room, 250 00:12:56,259 --> 00:12:58,391 Asher and I were doing a colectomy. 251 00:12:59,479 --> 00:13:00,437 You need a minute? 252 00:13:03,396 --> 00:13:05,355 I am faster at limb amputation than you. 253 00:13:06,922 --> 00:13:09,315 See the Red Tag in the corridor. 254 00:13:13,319 --> 00:13:14,712 We're out of treatment rooms. 255 00:13:14,712 --> 00:13:17,019 Convert the storage room into a trauma bay. 256 00:13:17,019 --> 00:13:18,498 Can't. Charlie's still processing the Black Tags. 257 00:13:26,767 --> 00:13:28,726 I need to head home to Steve. 258 00:13:30,206 --> 00:13:31,685 You want to come with? 259 00:13:31,685 --> 00:13:34,775 I could make you a sandwich, 260 00:13:34,775 --> 00:13:36,995 loan you a baby for an hour. 261 00:13:36,995 --> 00:13:39,606 Steve's cuddles can be very soothing. 262 00:13:41,260 --> 00:13:42,392 Thank you. 263 00:13:45,569 --> 00:13:47,310 I'm just gonna sit here a little longer. 264 00:13:49,442 --> 00:13:50,530 Yeah. 265 00:13:51,923 --> 00:13:53,055 Call me anytime. 266 00:14:16,295 --> 00:14:18,428 The nurse says you're my son's doctor? 267 00:14:18,428 --> 00:14:20,212 - He's in a lot of pain. - Who's your son? 268 00:14:20,212 --> 00:14:21,735 Riley Larson. He's over there. 269 00:14:23,041 --> 00:14:25,783 The driver. I know who he is. 270 00:14:25,783 --> 00:14:27,306 Can you give him something stronger? 271 00:14:27,306 --> 00:14:30,179 He had the standard dose of morphine 30 minutes ago. 272 00:14:30,179 --> 00:14:31,484 He's still hurting. 273 00:14:31,484 --> 00:14:32,964 That's a shame. 274 00:14:32,964 --> 00:14:34,270 There's a lot of people hurting right now. 275 00:14:42,408 --> 00:14:43,931 It takes some time for the meds to kick in, 276 00:14:43,931 --> 00:14:45,237 but he should feel some relief soon. 277 00:14:46,151 --> 00:14:47,413 Move, move, move. 278 00:14:48,501 --> 00:14:49,850 Tell the OR to prep for bypass. 279 00:14:49,850 --> 00:14:51,765 It's okay, Amy. I'm here. 280 00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:53,376 Look, I tried to get to her, but... 281 00:14:54,725 --> 00:14:56,640 Please just save her. 282 00:14:56,640 --> 00:14:58,033 We're on our honeymoon. 283 00:15:07,085 --> 00:15:09,348 These bodies need to go to the morgue. 284 00:15:09,348 --> 00:15:12,003 His pupils are fixed, but I don't think they're dilated. 285 00:15:12,003 --> 00:15:14,179 Apparently pupillary dilation is very subjective. 286 00:15:14,179 --> 00:15:15,485 I'll finish this. 287 00:15:16,921 --> 00:15:18,227 "The Principles of Neurology"-- 288 00:15:18,227 --> 00:15:19,228 Mm. 289 00:15:26,844 --> 00:15:28,933 You can't check the pupil box 290 00:15:28,933 --> 00:15:30,587 because this patient is still alive! 291 00:15:30,587 --> 00:15:32,676 Starting ACLS protocol. 292 00:15:41,641 --> 00:15:43,426 Cardiac arrest from a tension pneumo. 293 00:15:43,426 --> 00:15:45,602 - Ethan needs this. - No, that doesn't matter. 294 00:15:47,082 --> 00:15:48,561 - He was a Black Tag? - Lazarus effect. 295 00:15:48,561 --> 00:15:50,128 When the paramedics did CPR, 296 00:15:50,128 --> 00:15:52,087 air compressed his heart until it stopped. 297 00:15:52,087 --> 00:15:54,089 - I saved his life. - No, I did. 298 00:15:55,220 --> 00:15:57,788 - Heart's too fast. Amnio. - On it. 299 00:16:02,097 --> 00:16:03,272 Inserting a central line. 300 00:16:03,272 --> 00:16:04,621 I was right about the pupil. 301 00:16:04,621 --> 00:16:06,231 You were listening to a book while he was dying. 302 00:16:06,231 --> 00:16:07,972 I gotta get his pressure up. 303 00:16:07,972 --> 00:16:09,104 I was learning. 304 00:16:09,104 --> 00:16:13,195 You can't learn if you don't listen. 305 00:16:13,195 --> 00:16:15,893 Asher was excellent at receiving constructive criticism. 306 00:16:15,893 --> 00:16:17,547 That's not a fair comparison. Asher-- 307 00:16:17,547 --> 00:16:19,026 You know what? It doesn't matter who saved him. 308 00:16:19,026 --> 00:16:20,854 Let's just keep him safe. Okay? 309 00:16:22,160 --> 00:16:23,205 Central line is in. 310 00:16:25,555 --> 00:16:27,339 All right, the pressure's good. It's good. 311 00:16:27,339 --> 00:16:30,821 Charlie, can you get us a cardiac monitor, please? 312 00:16:30,821 --> 00:16:33,650 She's not gonna be at her best, nor anyone else, 313 00:16:33,650 --> 00:16:36,043 if you continue to argue over every stupid little thing. 314 00:16:36,043 --> 00:16:37,349 She is not helpful. 315 00:16:37,349 --> 00:16:38,655 She's helpful to me. 316 00:16:38,655 --> 00:16:41,788 Then you take her for the rest of the day. 317 00:16:50,580 --> 00:16:53,322 She's bleeding everywhere. Hanging FFP. 318 00:16:53,322 --> 00:16:54,453 I'll do an ACP 319 00:16:54,453 --> 00:16:56,107 to divert all blood to her brain. 320 00:17:00,633 --> 00:17:02,026 Ophtho is expecting her. 321 00:17:07,205 --> 00:17:10,208 Hey, I'm sorry. I just... 322 00:17:10,208 --> 00:17:13,777 - I don't think I can make it through this day. - Then quit. 323 00:17:13,777 --> 00:17:16,519 Tomorrow. Right now, I need you to deal with that guy in the corner. 324 00:17:16,519 --> 00:17:19,261 The EMT thought it was cardiac, but it's just a panic attack. 325 00:17:19,261 --> 00:17:21,045 Take him somewhere quiet and calm him down. 326 00:17:36,495 --> 00:17:40,195 ♪ Heaven knows What happens next ♪ 327 00:17:40,195 --> 00:17:43,328 ♪ But we always Like to guess... ♪ 328 00:17:44,851 --> 00:17:46,244 He knew that you were gonna propose. 329 00:17:47,724 --> 00:17:49,204 He was so happy. 330 00:17:51,162 --> 00:17:52,337 Thank you. 331 00:17:52,337 --> 00:17:53,643 ♪ We both love and hate Surprises ♪ 332 00:17:53,643 --> 00:17:56,776 ♪ Fairy tales And silver linings... ♪ 333 00:17:56,776 --> 00:17:58,125 I'm sorry. 334 00:17:58,125 --> 00:18:00,127 They asked me to tell you that they need the room. 335 00:18:01,694 --> 00:18:03,348 My apartment is so empty. 336 00:18:06,308 --> 00:18:08,397 His family took him to New York. 337 00:18:12,270 --> 00:18:14,707 There isn't even a grave I can visit. 338 00:18:19,234 --> 00:18:21,323 My mom used to take me to the library on Olive. 339 00:18:23,281 --> 00:18:25,283 Sometimes when I miss her, I go back there 340 00:18:25,283 --> 00:18:28,417 and take out her favorite book and just get lost in it. 341 00:18:50,613 --> 00:18:54,312 ♪ Save your strength Rest your mind ♪ 342 00:18:54,312 --> 00:18:56,009 ♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪ 343 00:18:56,009 --> 00:18:58,664 Stabilize the plate. I'll place the lag screws in. 344 00:19:01,580 --> 00:19:04,627 You were pretty dismissive of your patient's mother. 345 00:19:04,627 --> 00:19:07,804 Forgive me if I'm not all broken up about that man's pain. 346 00:19:07,804 --> 00:19:09,196 Riley didn't kill Asher. 347 00:19:10,981 --> 00:19:12,417 And it's not your job to punish him. 348 00:19:12,417 --> 00:19:13,766 I'm not. 349 00:19:16,029 --> 00:19:18,771 But shouldn't people feel the consequences of their actions? 350 00:19:18,771 --> 00:19:20,251 Maybe, 351 00:19:20,251 --> 00:19:22,384 but Riley's mother is feeling the consequences, too. 352 00:19:22,384 --> 00:19:24,908 Her son did this. She should feel terrible. 353 00:19:27,084 --> 00:19:29,347 Your anger is totally justified. 354 00:19:29,347 --> 00:19:32,176 But is it helping you? Or anything? 355 00:19:32,176 --> 00:19:35,658 ♪ Save your strength Rest your mind ♪ 356 00:19:35,658 --> 00:19:37,137 ♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪ 357 00:19:37,137 --> 00:19:39,183 If those monsters hurt like we're hurting, 358 00:19:39,183 --> 00:19:40,576 maybe something will change. 359 00:19:40,576 --> 00:19:44,188 ♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪ 360 00:19:44,188 --> 00:19:46,712 I did everything I could for your wife, 361 00:19:46,712 --> 00:19:49,541 but her chest injury was just too... 362 00:19:53,066 --> 00:19:54,459 No. 363 00:20:11,389 --> 00:20:13,130 Excuse me. Doctor. 364 00:20:17,569 --> 00:20:18,788 You need to look at this. 365 00:20:20,485 --> 00:20:22,357 I've been waiting two hours. 366 00:20:24,359 --> 00:20:25,751 S-Someone will get to you soon. 367 00:20:25,751 --> 00:20:27,187 After my arm gets infected. 368 00:20:27,187 --> 00:20:29,059 We're doing the best we can. 369 00:20:29,059 --> 00:20:30,626 Then get more doctors. 370 00:20:30,626 --> 00:20:33,672 Hey, look around you. People are dying. 371 00:20:33,672 --> 00:20:35,544 Sit down and wait your damn turn. 372 00:20:35,544 --> 00:20:38,242 You have a new patient. 20-year-old, shattered pelvis. 373 00:20:45,945 --> 00:20:48,208 Charlie, I need that thing. 374 00:20:48,208 --> 00:20:50,559 Sorry. I was reading Ethan's EKG. 375 00:20:51,603 --> 00:20:52,561 Hook up the drain now. 376 00:20:54,650 --> 00:20:56,086 Good. Start suction. 377 00:20:58,523 --> 00:20:59,568 You're doing great. 378 00:20:59,568 --> 00:21:01,178 Dr. Murphy doesn't think so. 379 00:21:02,092 --> 00:21:03,310 He's still evaluating me. 380 00:21:03,310 --> 00:21:05,182 That's why I filed the HR complaint. 381 00:21:05,182 --> 00:21:07,010 We'll deal with that when the time is right. 382 00:21:07,010 --> 00:21:08,577 A bad evaluation will stop me 383 00:21:08,577 --> 00:21:10,056 from getting into a surgical residency. 384 00:21:10,056 --> 00:21:11,580 No matter what I do, 385 00:21:11,580 --> 00:21:13,973 Dr. Murphy will find something to criticize. 386 00:21:15,018 --> 00:21:16,367 Why is he like that? 387 00:21:16,367 --> 00:21:18,674 Dr. Murphy has been held to a higher standard. 388 00:21:18,674 --> 00:21:20,502 He's doing the same thing to you. 389 00:21:20,502 --> 00:21:21,720 That's not fair. 390 00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:24,114 Nevertheless, he wants you to be perfect, 391 00:21:24,114 --> 00:21:26,072 so you do the best you can. 392 00:21:26,072 --> 00:21:29,336 I need you to treat a complex liver laceration, Dr. Glassman. 393 00:21:29,336 --> 00:21:31,426 I'm not operating. I told you that. 394 00:21:31,426 --> 00:21:34,124 It can't wait. 395 00:21:34,124 --> 00:21:36,256 Well, Dr. Lee should be finished by now. 396 00:21:36,256 --> 00:21:37,823 I just gave him an open hip fracture. 397 00:21:37,823 --> 00:21:40,522 Well, then transfer the patient to SFG. 398 00:21:40,522 --> 00:21:42,001 They are on diversion. 399 00:21:42,001 --> 00:21:43,394 For crying out loud, Shaun, 400 00:21:43,394 --> 00:21:45,788 you know the last time I was in an operating room, 401 00:21:45,788 --> 00:21:47,050 and a liver lac? 402 00:21:47,050 --> 00:21:49,400 Yes, it is a complicated, multi-step surgery. 403 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:51,271 Exactly. I might kill the patient. 404 00:21:51,271 --> 00:21:53,883 He's already dying. 405 00:21:53,883 --> 00:21:55,928 You are my only option. 406 00:21:55,928 --> 00:21:58,453 So it's me or the janitor? 407 00:21:58,453 --> 00:22:00,629 The janitor is cleaning trauma two. 408 00:22:00,629 --> 00:22:02,282 He is very bright but is-- 409 00:22:02,282 --> 00:22:04,328 Okay. Okay. Okay. 410 00:22:04,328 --> 00:22:06,548 Just give me Nurse V. At least she'll keep me honest. 411 00:22:06,548 --> 00:22:10,290 Nurse Villanueva is running the ER with me. 412 00:22:10,290 --> 00:22:11,422 Nurse Paikin, then. 413 00:22:11,422 --> 00:22:13,250 Assisting Dr. Lee. 414 00:22:13,250 --> 00:22:16,296 Nurse Lashelle, she is very experienced and available. 415 00:22:16,296 --> 00:22:17,863 Okay, fine. 416 00:22:17,863 --> 00:22:20,692 Keep an eye on Mr. Newton's hemoglobin and Ethan's EKG. 417 00:22:30,746 --> 00:22:33,139 My son's pain medication still hasn't kicked in. 418 00:22:33,139 --> 00:22:34,445 I'm on my way to surgery. 419 00:22:34,445 --> 00:22:36,099 It's been two hours. Please! 420 00:22:36,099 --> 00:22:38,536 Then he's likely maxed out for the next couple hours. 421 00:22:42,279 --> 00:22:43,672 I know what you think of me. 422 00:22:45,064 --> 00:22:46,370 I can't even argue with you. 423 00:22:50,113 --> 00:22:51,201 He left me a letter. 424 00:22:55,379 --> 00:22:56,902 He didn't think he'd still be alive. 425 00:22:59,688 --> 00:23:01,385 He wanted to die doing this. 426 00:23:05,084 --> 00:23:07,478 For as long as I can remember, I've been trying to help him. 427 00:23:09,045 --> 00:23:10,437 We tried everything. 428 00:23:11,830 --> 00:23:14,050 Pills, therapy, 429 00:23:14,050 --> 00:23:16,313 inpatient, outpatient. 430 00:23:16,313 --> 00:23:19,490 Seemed like he was making progress. 431 00:23:20,709 --> 00:23:22,058 Maybe that's just what I hoped. 432 00:23:25,191 --> 00:23:28,455 I'm angry, too, at him. 433 00:23:28,455 --> 00:23:30,849 How could he have done this? 434 00:23:30,849 --> 00:23:33,678 And I'm angry at myself for not knowing what he was capable of. 435 00:23:35,071 --> 00:23:36,246 I wish you would help him. 436 00:23:55,134 --> 00:23:56,353 He's down a liter. 437 00:23:56,353 --> 00:23:58,268 Give me two units. 438 00:24:03,316 --> 00:24:06,102 Okay, here we go into the triangle of death. 439 00:24:06,102 --> 00:24:09,018 So many things can go wrong. 440 00:24:09,018 --> 00:24:10,280 You want to talk it out? 441 00:24:13,239 --> 00:24:15,894 Clamp the porta hepatis. 442 00:24:15,894 --> 00:24:19,245 Ligate the left hepatic to control the bleeding. 443 00:24:19,245 --> 00:24:20,377 Remove the left lobe-- 444 00:24:20,377 --> 00:24:22,074 - Dr. Glassman? - Yes. 445 00:24:22,074 --> 00:24:25,034 - I need you to look at Ethan's rhythm strip. - Is it urgent? 446 00:24:25,034 --> 00:24:27,340 He's in sinus rhythm, but I noticed a run of PVCs. 447 00:24:27,340 --> 00:24:29,995 Well, keep him monitored. I'll check it when I'm done. 448 00:24:29,995 --> 00:24:32,258 But a half hour ago, he had another run. 449 00:24:32,258 --> 00:24:34,086 Didn't I tell you to check every 45 minutes? 450 00:24:34,086 --> 00:24:35,610 I'm being thorough. 451 00:24:35,610 --> 00:24:37,699 PVCs are fairly common. 452 00:24:37,699 --> 00:24:41,398 Can I do a 12 lead and electrolytes? 453 00:24:41,398 --> 00:24:42,747 That's a good idea, Charlie. 454 00:24:42,747 --> 00:24:44,357 Run it past Dr. Paxton in cardiology. 455 00:24:44,357 --> 00:24:45,576 Mm. 456 00:24:47,273 --> 00:24:48,448 Okay. 457 00:24:49,493 --> 00:24:51,887 Clamp the porta hepatis. 458 00:24:51,887 --> 00:24:55,760 Ligate the left hepatic to control the bleeding. 459 00:25:00,591 --> 00:25:02,767 I need threaded pins here to stabilize the pelvis. 460 00:25:08,643 --> 00:25:09,948 What is it? 461 00:25:09,948 --> 00:25:11,950 He looks a lot like Asher. 462 00:25:12,951 --> 00:25:14,387 Maybe a little. 463 00:25:17,086 --> 00:25:18,653 Blood pressure's dropping. 464 00:25:18,653 --> 00:25:20,437 There's bleeding in the pelvis. Vascular clips. 465 00:25:31,187 --> 00:25:32,579 Okay, your pressure's pretty high. 466 00:25:32,579 --> 00:25:34,451 I still feel my heart racing. 467 00:25:34,451 --> 00:25:35,887 That sounds normal. 468 00:25:35,887 --> 00:25:38,411 Maybe that doctor lady should do another EKG. 469 00:25:38,411 --> 00:25:42,198 I learned about mindfulness-based meditation last semester in psych class. 470 00:25:42,198 --> 00:25:43,373 I think that could help you. 471 00:25:43,373 --> 00:25:45,854 I'm here for medical care, not yoga. 472 00:25:50,075 --> 00:25:52,817 - Is that bad? - It's just a little nosebleed. 473 00:25:55,037 --> 00:25:56,647 Pinch hard. 474 00:25:56,647 --> 00:25:58,562 I've never had a nosebleed like this. 475 00:25:59,519 --> 00:26:01,696 I need a doctor in here. Hello? 476 00:26:01,696 --> 00:26:03,132 Why is it not stopping? 477 00:26:05,525 --> 00:26:07,049 Okay, 500cc bolus. 478 00:26:09,965 --> 00:26:12,315 Get her to OR three with Dr. Lee. 479 00:26:12,315 --> 00:26:13,533 I need to hand off to a doctor. 480 00:26:13,533 --> 00:26:14,709 One minute. 481 00:26:16,667 --> 00:26:18,930 Morgan can close this when she's free. 482 00:26:18,930 --> 00:26:20,323 Two more Red Tags in the corridor. 483 00:26:20,323 --> 00:26:21,977 - Have Jared take them. - Dr. Kalu's still in the OR. 484 00:26:21,977 --> 00:26:23,500 Then get Asher. 485 00:26:23,500 --> 00:26:24,544 Asher? 486 00:26:29,419 --> 00:26:31,726 Oh. He's dead. 487 00:26:34,076 --> 00:26:35,555 One of the Red Tags has a chest impalement. 488 00:26:35,555 --> 00:26:36,818 He could go south soon. 489 00:26:36,818 --> 00:26:39,081 Doc, my crew has an urgent pick-up. 490 00:26:39,081 --> 00:26:42,780 Dr. Quao needs an anesthesiologist, but they're all tied up. 491 00:26:42,780 --> 00:26:44,390 I need you to look at Ethan's EKG. 492 00:26:44,390 --> 00:26:45,870 There are some unusual patterns. 493 00:26:45,870 --> 00:26:47,959 Dr. Glassman is supervising you. 494 00:26:47,959 --> 00:26:49,569 He's busy. He sent me to Dr. Paxton. 495 00:26:49,569 --> 00:26:50,745 He thinks this is normal, 496 00:26:50,745 --> 00:26:52,355 but I think Ethan is gonna die again. 497 00:26:52,355 --> 00:26:53,748 Okay. 498 00:26:58,883 --> 00:27:01,146 Dr. Paxton was right and I am very busy. 499 00:27:01,146 --> 00:27:03,018 If you compare them over the two hours, you'll see the clusters. 500 00:27:03,018 --> 00:27:04,584 - Sorry. - Quao really needs an answer. 501 00:27:05,716 --> 00:27:07,892 And that Red Tag needs a surgeon. 502 00:27:07,892 --> 00:27:09,372 Okay. 503 00:27:09,372 --> 00:27:11,069 - Look, two hours ago-- - Okay. 504 00:27:11,069 --> 00:27:12,418 - Dr. Murphy? 505 00:27:13,898 --> 00:27:17,467 Dr. Murphy, Quao really needs an answer. 506 00:27:17,467 --> 00:27:20,513 Doctor, we have an urgent pick-up. 507 00:27:20,513 --> 00:27:22,385 - Find Dr. Park. We need a new Team Leader. 508 00:27:22,385 --> 00:27:24,256 Wait. 509 00:27:24,256 --> 00:27:27,564 Dr. Murphy, I see you're covering your ears. 510 00:27:27,564 --> 00:27:29,435 - I think you're feeling very overwhelmed. 511 00:27:29,435 --> 00:27:31,089 I would be, too, with people coming up to me, 512 00:27:31,089 --> 00:27:32,656 bombarding me with questions. 513 00:27:32,656 --> 00:27:34,484 But maybe it would help if you broke it down... 514 00:27:34,484 --> 00:27:37,052 - ...step by step, 515 00:27:37,052 --> 00:27:38,923 issue by issue. 516 00:27:47,279 --> 00:27:49,499 We can't wait any longer. Go find Dr. Park. 517 00:27:54,634 --> 00:27:57,289 Get the plastics resident to close for Dr. Park in OR one. 518 00:27:57,289 --> 00:27:58,943 and send Dr. Park to the corridor patient. 519 00:27:58,943 --> 00:28:00,945 EMT can hand off to Dr. Steffy in the procedure room. 520 00:28:00,945 --> 00:28:02,207 And the anesthesiologist in trauma five 521 00:28:02,207 --> 00:28:03,992 should be finishing soon. 522 00:28:03,992 --> 00:28:05,167 Come with me now. 523 00:28:05,167 --> 00:28:06,559 We are going to save your patient's life. 524 00:28:11,216 --> 00:28:14,480 He has a ventricular aneurysm. His heart's going to rupture. 525 00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:16,439 There's no empty OR and this can't wait. 526 00:28:16,439 --> 00:28:18,310 - I will have to operate. - Here? 527 00:28:18,310 --> 00:28:20,617 - It's not sterile. - I can treat an infection. 528 00:28:20,617 --> 00:28:22,184 I can't do anything for him if he's dead. 529 00:28:29,582 --> 00:28:31,671 Okay. You have to help me. 530 00:28:36,894 --> 00:28:38,330 It seems like it's slowing down. 531 00:28:42,378 --> 00:28:44,206 This is a posterior epistaxis. 532 00:28:44,206 --> 00:28:45,598 A what? 533 00:28:45,598 --> 00:28:47,252 An artery ruptured in the back of your nose. 534 00:28:47,252 --> 00:28:49,515 You're bleeding out. I need help! 535 00:28:49,515 --> 00:28:50,865 Look, I gotta go find you a doctor. 536 00:28:50,865 --> 00:28:52,127 Uh, I don't feel so... 537 00:28:55,391 --> 00:28:58,263 Help! I need help, somebody! 538 00:28:58,263 --> 00:28:59,612 Somebody help! 539 00:29:14,889 --> 00:29:18,022 Inflate the balloon... Inflate the balloon... 540 00:29:35,387 --> 00:29:36,649 I got the DeBakeys. 541 00:29:36,649 --> 00:29:38,347 There are no Dacron sutures in the ER, 542 00:29:38,347 --> 00:29:40,349 but I think the Teflon should be a suitable replacement. 543 00:29:40,349 --> 00:29:41,741 Yes, it is. 544 00:29:41,741 --> 00:29:43,482 I need a surgeon! - Is that the aneurysm? 545 00:29:43,482 --> 00:29:45,920 Yes, and we're too late. It's already ruptured. 546 00:29:45,920 --> 00:29:48,096 Give me your finger. You need to plug this. 547 00:29:52,752 --> 00:29:53,797 Don't move. 548 00:29:56,800 --> 00:29:58,367 Clear. 549 00:29:58,367 --> 00:29:59,585 Push another milligram of epi. 550 00:30:06,636 --> 00:30:08,116 Charge to 50 joules. 551 00:30:08,116 --> 00:30:10,118 Heart monitor's showing asystole. 552 00:30:10,118 --> 00:30:12,511 It's an unshockable rhythm, Audrey. 553 00:30:18,953 --> 00:30:20,911 Time of death, 4:50 p.m. 554 00:30:29,964 --> 00:30:31,182 Somebody heard yell-- 555 00:30:35,230 --> 00:30:37,058 What the hell happened? 556 00:30:39,408 --> 00:30:42,193 TachoComb sheet is in place. 557 00:30:42,193 --> 00:30:43,368 Give me the... 558 00:30:46,241 --> 00:30:47,459 Final closure. 559 00:30:47,459 --> 00:30:49,592 I need to run mattress sutures to secure it. 560 00:30:51,246 --> 00:30:54,118 Any error, I will destroy the blood supply 561 00:30:54,118 --> 00:30:55,946 to his entire left ventricle. 562 00:30:55,946 --> 00:30:58,166 - That sounds really bad. - It would be catastrophic. 563 00:30:58,166 --> 00:30:59,297 Can I help? 564 00:31:01,908 --> 00:31:05,216 You must do exactly what I tell you 565 00:31:05,216 --> 00:31:07,305 - exactly when I tell you. - Okay. 566 00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:09,438 Teflon sutures. 567 00:31:23,452 --> 00:31:25,845 Cut here. Exactly here. 568 00:31:27,282 --> 00:31:29,197 Very good. 569 00:31:29,197 --> 00:31:31,590 Hold this forceps at a 30-degree angle. 570 00:31:33,114 --> 00:31:35,029 You see that felt strip edge? 571 00:31:35,029 --> 00:31:37,205 Press it down gently. 572 00:32:25,862 --> 00:32:27,603 I couldn't watch the news anymore. 573 00:32:27,603 --> 00:32:28,908 So I made cookies. 574 00:32:30,562 --> 00:32:31,607 It's stupid. 575 00:32:32,695 --> 00:32:34,088 What else can I do? 576 00:32:35,219 --> 00:32:36,264 Nothing, Mom. 577 00:32:37,439 --> 00:32:39,702 - You can't bring Asher back. - I know. 578 00:32:41,182 --> 00:32:43,749 I am so sorry. 579 00:32:44,707 --> 00:32:46,056 Yeah. 580 00:32:46,056 --> 00:32:47,710 Oh. 581 00:32:47,710 --> 00:32:51,105 What were you gonna tell me earlier today about Dad? 582 00:32:55,457 --> 00:32:57,633 He was an amazing man. 583 00:32:57,633 --> 00:32:59,243 Love of my life, really. 584 00:33:00,462 --> 00:33:02,420 And he had clinical depression. 585 00:33:03,595 --> 00:33:04,683 What? 586 00:33:04,683 --> 00:33:06,685 He traveled for work, 587 00:33:06,685 --> 00:33:11,212 but some of those trips, they were hospital stays. 588 00:33:12,691 --> 00:33:15,172 And he never wanted you to know. 589 00:33:15,172 --> 00:33:17,870 - Why? - Because... 590 00:33:17,870 --> 00:33:19,872 he loved being your hero. 591 00:33:19,872 --> 00:33:23,702 He loved being a success, being immersed in his work. 592 00:33:25,095 --> 00:33:27,271 But when those things weren't propping him up... 593 00:33:29,230 --> 00:33:30,535 he would get lost. 594 00:33:32,233 --> 00:33:36,454 And I know that I am far from exciting. 595 00:33:36,454 --> 00:33:39,892 No, you weren't all wrong about me. 596 00:33:39,892 --> 00:33:41,633 More than anything, 597 00:33:41,633 --> 00:33:45,768 I have found fulfillment from the small connections 598 00:33:45,768 --> 00:33:47,900 that I share with people... 599 00:33:47,900 --> 00:33:51,948 like making cookies for my daughter. 600 00:33:54,037 --> 00:33:59,434 He would have been so mad that I told you, 601 00:33:59,434 --> 00:34:02,219 but I realized that I couldn't keep telling you 602 00:34:02,219 --> 00:34:04,134 that I was worried about you 603 00:34:04,134 --> 00:34:07,355 without telling the truth about why. 604 00:34:08,443 --> 00:34:11,097 I loved your dad, 605 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:15,058 almost as much as I love you. 606 00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:20,716 I am so proud of who you have become. 607 00:34:22,935 --> 00:34:26,939 And I don't want you to end up like him. 608 00:34:40,605 --> 00:34:41,998 Okay. 609 00:34:58,319 --> 00:35:00,364 This will help him sleep through the night. 610 00:35:03,237 --> 00:35:05,195 I promise I'll keep your son comfortable. 611 00:35:06,457 --> 00:35:07,632 Thank you. 612 00:35:08,851 --> 00:35:10,679 Thank you. 613 00:35:26,042 --> 00:35:27,435 Simon. Kerry. 614 00:35:28,827 --> 00:35:30,046 You ready to see your dad? 615 00:35:33,092 --> 00:35:34,398 Go see your dad. 616 00:35:39,621 --> 00:35:41,840 I saved Ethan's life twice today. 617 00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:43,886 You just saved him once. 618 00:35:43,886 --> 00:35:45,279 The first time I did. 619 00:35:49,761 --> 00:35:52,068 I may have been wrong about you. 620 00:35:53,678 --> 00:35:56,333 You might make an adequate surgeon one day. 621 00:36:09,172 --> 00:36:10,652 The corridor is clear, 622 00:36:10,652 --> 00:36:12,915 and there are four empty bays for walk-ins. 623 00:36:13,829 --> 00:36:14,960 Thank you, Shaun. 624 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:16,179 You did a great job. 625 00:36:18,137 --> 00:36:20,705 It was a lot to ask, especially today. 626 00:36:23,055 --> 00:36:24,274 I am a good leader. 627 00:36:33,675 --> 00:36:34,893 Let's take a look at that arm. 628 00:36:36,286 --> 00:36:37,635 I'm sorry about earlier. 629 00:36:38,549 --> 00:36:40,072 You were right. 630 00:36:40,072 --> 00:36:41,683 Compared to what these people are dealing with, this is-- 631 00:36:41,683 --> 00:36:43,728 You don't need to apologize. 632 00:36:45,382 --> 00:36:47,341 It's just that my wife's been home alone all day. 633 00:36:48,385 --> 00:36:49,430 She has MS. 634 00:36:51,649 --> 00:36:53,042 I have to lift her. 635 00:36:55,697 --> 00:36:56,828 That sounds tough. 636 00:36:59,265 --> 00:37:00,354 Not really. 637 00:37:01,572 --> 00:37:02,530 She's an amazing woman. 638 00:37:03,531 --> 00:37:04,793 An amazing architect. 639 00:37:06,751 --> 00:37:07,796 What's her name? 640 00:37:11,756 --> 00:37:15,456 ♪ I could never live a life Without your love ♪ 641 00:37:15,456 --> 00:37:18,546 ♪ I could never live a lie... ♪ 642 00:37:18,546 --> 00:37:22,158 I've sat there every day since it happened. 643 00:37:22,158 --> 00:37:25,161 ♪ How small am I? ♪ 644 00:37:25,161 --> 00:37:28,120 ♪ Oh-ohh... ♪ 645 00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:30,166 I came to empty his locker. 646 00:37:30,166 --> 00:37:31,385 I just can't. 647 00:37:32,603 --> 00:37:36,607 ♪ Oh-ohh ♪ 648 00:37:36,607 --> 00:37:38,696 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh ♪ 649 00:37:40,655 --> 00:37:42,439 ♪ I know That you'll be there... ♪ 650 00:37:42,439 --> 00:37:44,310 Pre-gaming before Beyonce. 651 00:37:48,402 --> 00:37:50,404 ♪ 'Cause when I'm in the darkness ♪ 652 00:37:50,404 --> 00:37:54,190 ♪ I can find you when I look For the daylight... ♪ 653 00:37:54,190 --> 00:37:55,496 I'll help you. 654 00:37:55,496 --> 00:37:57,411 ♪ I know you... ♪ 655 00:38:08,552 --> 00:38:09,510 Go home. 656 00:38:10,902 --> 00:38:12,077 Rhino Rocket. 657 00:38:14,993 --> 00:38:17,126 I could've stopped the bleeding with a Rhino Rocket, 658 00:38:17,126 --> 00:38:19,258 but I did everything wrong. 659 00:38:20,608 --> 00:38:21,565 You were right. 660 00:38:22,348 --> 00:38:24,220 I can't handle this job. 661 00:38:24,220 --> 00:38:25,439 I should quit. 662 00:38:25,439 --> 00:38:28,180 Don't be an idiot. 663 00:38:28,180 --> 00:38:30,618 You saved a man's life with a urinary catheter. 664 00:38:30,618 --> 00:38:32,271 That's some kickass MacGyver medicine. 665 00:38:38,669 --> 00:38:41,977 ♪ I know that you'll be there Always be there ♪ 666 00:38:41,977 --> 00:38:43,457 You still got game, Dr. Glassman. 667 00:38:43,457 --> 00:38:46,764 Ha. Even MJ knew when to call it quits. 668 00:38:46,764 --> 00:38:48,897 This felt like an old-timers game. 669 00:38:48,897 --> 00:38:50,246 Well, nice to go out on a win, though. 670 00:38:50,246 --> 00:38:51,377 Ah, thank you. 671 00:38:54,555 --> 00:38:56,208 How's Ethan's heart? 672 00:38:56,208 --> 00:38:58,210 It exploded. But we fixed it. 673 00:38:58,210 --> 00:39:00,909 Oh, and I'm withdrawing the HR complaint against Dr. Murphy. 674 00:39:00,909 --> 00:39:01,997 For now. 675 00:39:03,955 --> 00:39:09,700 ♪ Light in the darkness Light in the darkness ♪ 676 00:39:15,053 --> 00:39:17,621 I figured you guys would need something to eat. 677 00:39:17,621 --> 00:39:18,840 Oh, bless you. 678 00:39:20,711 --> 00:39:22,365 I hear you're leaving town tomorrow. 679 00:39:22,365 --> 00:39:23,497 Yes. 680 00:39:24,454 --> 00:39:26,500 It's been a memorable trip. 681 00:39:36,422 --> 00:39:38,120 Sorry about earlier. We, um... 682 00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:40,339 Please sit. You've been on your feet all day. 683 00:39:40,339 --> 00:39:43,517 Come join us. I have extra sandwiches. 684 00:39:45,040 --> 00:39:46,345 I, uh... 685 00:39:47,521 --> 00:39:49,000 I found some things that I thought... 686 00:39:49,740 --> 00:39:50,698 you might want. 687 00:39:52,961 --> 00:39:54,702 Asher was waiting for the right moment 688 00:39:54,702 --> 00:39:55,877 to slip that onto your desk. 689 00:40:06,278 --> 00:40:08,803 A rep was handing these out 690 00:40:08,803 --> 00:40:11,762 at a medical convention that Asher and I went to. 691 00:40:11,762 --> 00:40:13,111 I was going to toss it, but... 692 00:40:14,504 --> 00:40:16,288 Asher stuffed it into his backpack. 693 00:40:28,910 --> 00:40:32,957 I... already knew about this articulating dissector. 694 00:40:34,785 --> 00:40:36,265 It is very promising. 695 00:40:43,359 --> 00:40:45,187 ♪ All we know is how ♪ 696 00:40:45,187 --> 00:40:46,492 Oh... 697 00:40:46,492 --> 00:40:48,930 ♪ To say goodbye ♪ 698 00:40:48,930 --> 00:40:50,105 ♪ But there's... ♪ 699 00:40:50,105 --> 00:40:51,280 I will miss Asher. 700 00:40:54,109 --> 00:40:55,763 He was a good friend. 701 00:40:55,763 --> 00:40:56,851 He was. 702 00:40:58,026 --> 00:40:59,157 I'll miss him, too. 703 00:41:00,028 --> 00:41:01,377 We all will. 704 00:41:01,377 --> 00:41:05,947 ♪ There's no one there To see them there ♪ 705 00:41:07,818 --> 00:41:12,736 ♪ Just leave a shadow In the sky ♪ 706 00:41:12,736 --> 00:41:15,304 I want to apologize for earlier... 707 00:41:16,827 --> 00:41:19,351 going off-script in my eulogy. 708 00:41:20,526 --> 00:41:21,963 I made it about my anger. 709 00:41:23,573 --> 00:41:25,619 And if you knew Asher, 710 00:41:25,619 --> 00:41:27,838 you'd know he would have plenty to say 711 00:41:27,838 --> 00:41:31,276 about not being the center of attention at his own funeral. 712 00:41:32,930 --> 00:41:35,498 ♪ ...is how to say goodbye... ♪ 713 00:41:37,239 --> 00:41:39,633 - This photo. - Oh, yeah. 714 00:41:39,633 --> 00:41:41,547 ♪ ...to do it right ♪ 715 00:41:45,464 --> 00:41:49,294 ♪ You might get used to Healing faster ♪ 716 00:41:51,470 --> 00:41:55,300 ♪ It'll break you over time ♪ 717 00:41:55,300 --> 00:41:59,827 ♪ All we know is How to say goodbye ♪